Peace on Earth


The first glimmer of it had been the sign
on the gatepost, Maes-y-Pant, past
the unnumbered mailbox. The car door
slammed shut behind me. Andrzej turned
off the engine, got out on the other side.

"Welsh," he said, as if he'd been taught it
by the priests in Krakow. "The last owners
named it. The realtor told us it means
something like Meadow-on-the-Hill.
We liked it, so we just kept it that way."

Inside, we settled into sofas around
the hardwood table, listened to Piaf, Bocelli,
and Newton John. Sheba came around
to sniff at the coffee, test our laps
and faces. Andrzej pulled her to the armchair.

"Sheba speaks three languages," he was
saying, stroking her collar. "She sits
in Polish, fetches in English, and now
that Joanna's in that class three weeks
she's learning German as well!"

A glimmer in the doorway. And an aroma
of raisined life that set Sheba to barking.
Joanna came in, balancing a tray
piled precariously high, a ziggurat
of pastry, flecked with flour and cream.

The coffee went around, as we demolished
that sumptuous tower, talking all at once,
a babble of voices, teaching each other
the words - Guten Morgen, dzień dobry,
maidin mhaith, magandang umaga
-

The words to meet each other with, come day.
Inside, that winter night, we opened up
that vast thesaurus of one human tongue -
Outside, there was, through mist,
the glimmer of stars.
.....

Adoration


Vestments and whispers.
A procession of hands.

Here, where our gathered silences
flare, flicker into prayer,
even the candles wear
cassocks of light.
.....

Dawning


Like starlight
or the evening haze
sinking beneath
the level of the trees,
this morning's dimness
fades into the leaves:
one green, another,
a sway of fir
and pine, bending
into the stillness
of this early sky.
.....

Incense

Your scent lingers on my skin until dawn:
the intimate aroma of your mons

pubis intermingled with the sweet myrrh
of your breasts; the air embellished by your

hair’s perfume, by your lips’ punctuation
of grace. This fragrant infatuation

warms me as I gather up the remnants
of our night, clothe myself in the raiments

of my day. As you sleep, your essence clings,
and I breathe you deep into my aching

soul, hold on to the part of you that still
embraces me, that steeps me in its swell,

enfolds me in the subtle redolence
of dreaming, in memory’s lush incense.
.....

Halftones

1
The subway doors open
and suddenly around me swirls
a sea of strangers. And I am
alone, still alone. You are
not here. You are not here.

2
I hold my cellphone tight,
glass heart beating to the strophe
of undeleted text messages,
circumstantial evidence
of what you meant to me.

3
I keep telling myself,
things will fall back in place,
everything as it was before,
once your picture fades
from my Polaroid heart.
.....

Joy Ride


Lust is a wild-maned stallion, with its eyes
glazed and a restless fever sprawling down
its flanks. And when you mount it, you spread out
your legs wide, feel that heat suffuse through thighs

clenched against tautness, skin on unquiet skin.
You feel it rise, swollen, in your belly,
that hunger from the garden of earthly
delights, a prurient secret held within...

And then you ride – like an earthquake torn
from the steppes. You ride – and the wind streams past
you like fire. You ride – and the frenzy lasts
until the vast, final aftertremor

flings your exhausted rapture to the dust.
Fading in the distance, the stallion, lust.
.....

Letter to Neruda


You have been my woman’s lover now for
seven years, ever since your two souls met
at La Isla Negra. Yes, I have known
about your assignations for some time,
your breakfast tête-à-têtes, your late-night trysts,

midday intermezzos punctuated
by wine and passionate exclamation.
I have unearthed your letters, your amorous
affirmations secreted in her books,
your verses excerpted in diaries.

I beg of you: Release her captive heart.
You have no need of her, your mistresses
surround you, innumerable are your
conquests. And I – I have only her. She
fills my soul, without her I am empty.

I love her, and sometimes in her absent
eyes I see the flash of remembrance – and
I think sometimes she might still love me too.
But I have not your art, nor scope. Passion
flows like torrents from your pen, where

they are quenched from my own. You are a force
of nature, an earthquake, a hurricane.
And I am left to woo her with nothing
but my shopworn metaphors, my contrived
rhymes, my incompetent pentameter.

So I have gathered for you this ransom,
one hundred and forty poems, all I have.
I have packed them in my well-worn suitcase,
in verses of small denominations.
Take them. Only tell her you will see her

no more, that your art is for another,
that you will always cherish your moments
together. Then unbind her hands, loose her
blindfold, let her run back to me – back to
my waiting heart, inadequate but true.


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